So a few weeks ago, my mom made some homemade eggrolls (which I requested from my mom because poor Thanksgiving was skipped due to the early Christmas ads). so i gave some to my friends and 2 teachers, including Eugene.
Now that it was nearing Christmas Break, I decided to make some Chocolate Pretzels. I made some for my friends this time because there wasnt enough pretzels to make for my homeroom teacher.
unfortunately - i didnt know WHEN to give the treats to Eugene because:
1) in the morning, he is talking to his friends, and in my comfort zone (or how i was raised) it was rude to interrupt his conversion. (I know people do this, but I dont talk to people much and still think its rude BUT ITS ONLY MY OPINION....has no idea how to talk to the opposite gender
2) the hallways are always crowded
3) we hardly see each other on the way to our classes
so the only opinion was to give it to him after school.
Me and him are friends now(working my way up the stairs to-get-to-know-someone), so now i can talk to him without having a heart-attack. I told him if he can met me in the Commons (area big enough for students to wait for their rides) over at the table where i usual wait for my sisters.
After i gave the treats to him, he told me he had something to give me for the eggrolls.
So today, he told me to met by the table. I met his best friend, but we only had a small chat. He came back - and gave me a jar of Skittles, which is a bank.
Which was the sweetest fu**ing thing I've ever gotten.
I mean, i did get great gifts in the past - BUT THIS WAS THE FIRST EVER, THAT I WAS GIVEN A GIFT FROM A BOY. (besides my brother)
my memory is completely messed up because i kinda had a memory wipe in 7th grade when i fainted in mass because I was sick and my mom forced me to go to school....(but she is still a good mom)and i did have a guy friend, but I cant remember much.
plus - i got it bad....and you all probably now what I mean (i know you have read fanfics)
I had, like, 2 previous crushes - but was when i was 7-12. I'm COMPLETELY over them now. I kinda....friend zoned them...
and you know, now that I have finished reading BoO(all of you Percy Jackson fans) - if I ever confess to Eugene, then I'll probably tell my last crush (he goes to my school) that I had a crush on him, tell him he is cute, but not type, and walk away....probably a horrible idea - but I feel like its the right thing to do (not to make high school dramatic)
also - i got a bow and arrows for a early Christmas gift from my parents, just need to build a target or go to a free shooting range